Before They Dropped Salads

You receive a letter. When did that

last happen? (When the post office

they’re trying so hard to privatize worked.)

Creased, handwritten

in pencil on lined paper, many pages and

misspellings. You received one like this

years back, but that was recommending Jesus.

Here there are only wounds the system, not

identified as such, keeps open:

the bad pay, no breaks, no job.

One kid’s condition, bills.

Two stops in one night, an earlier beatdown,

cop breaking a taillight then ticketing the broken

taillight. Illness. Artless,

whatever grey words come to hand, the only

(unconscious, effective) image a styrofoam

bowl from McDonalds the writer uses

again and again, washing carefully.

Not asking for money, or anything.

You scan and file the pages and respond.

Since you aren’t asking for money,

I can only assume you heard of me somehow,

and thought I could write about you, and that that

might help. But you must understand:

I’m a poet, and no one reads poetry

except those who already sympathize

as much as I and are as [substitute something

for “impotent”] as I. You’d do better

to contact a novelist [insert names].

But remember: minorities disapprove

when someone not in a given minority

writes fiction, however sympathetic, about it.

I mention this because you haven’t

specified your [race]. – You go on

three more lines, trying to inject

human warmth, then print and sign (that may

be worth something, someday), and fold.

Take out a twenty, hesitate, add another,

then realize there’s no return address.